Hot or Not
I’m going to break from my only non romantic happiness theme, as I have been reconsidering romance as a future reality, lately again. I think it is a human need… whether or not that is marriage or long term. I had a dream days ago where I was close to a faceless woman.. emotionally.. and it reminded me how nice that is. There used to be an app called Hot or Not… Tinder pretty much replaced that as that’s pretty much all that app is about.. physical. It is superficial and controlling, but the name fits with what I wanted to talk about. I spent years in both of my marriages over my life trying yo get my wife to show romantic interest in me. I’m sure it had a lot to do with who I chose.. usually those that liked it when I showed them attention. In the end, that would be the sum of the relationship for them, and when I pulled my level of emotional display back to theirs, it was the end of their interest, because that was all it had to it. Not ironically, my 2nd was and is a Instagram