This week, I made it known to work of my plans to move to Florida in November, and that gives me a lot of peace of not having to run two storylines out there and can be transperant. Honestly, it has always been in my policy that more information is a good thing, but I do understand and greater appreciate the desire to protect people with my information giving and want to do a better job at that. There is a Sandman episode that comes to mind where a man with power makes everyone say truth, and it ends very badly with people dead on the floor. So, there is a responsibility with how and where you say your truth. But, it has been a peaceful week with regards to Floria planning, and I look forward to being there.
Meanwhile, it has been a hard week of work, and I won't go into details of that. But, I am very good at my job, and I was selected employee of the month for my company, which was a very nice surprisse. It does not change the realities that drive my decision made months ago to move to Florida. My child is there, and if I get the chance I would very much like to spend more time connecting with and involved in their life. Plus, I fell in love with myself in Florida and who I am when I am there. I love the environment, the culture, and who I can be there... without needing anyone else in my life as a partner. So, even if that never happens, I would love myself there, but I do believe in my future in that other area, as well.
Finances are much better this week, after auto repairs last week. I even got a settlement payout of a class action lawsuit that I was in with Morgan and Morgan and had forgot it was going. So that was a good surprise as well.
I have lived the last weeks and months more and more intentionally towards the positive and acting, instead of reacting. A meme that I saw said to spend your time improving instead of proving, and that is so true. I don't want to focus on the negatives in life but what IS possible and what I CAN do to make my life better.
I finished one puzzle and began another. I have come to love puzzle time, because as I put things togethere there, I put things together in my mind. And, it is nice to see things completing.
I have moved further towards my spiritual side and will keep doing so, even as I don't know if I will go to church, anytime soon. The freedom to disconnect those two things is something that I think many need in this world, so they don't have to justsify GOD within the confines of man.
Ok. I could write more, but I want to destress from the work week with alcohol and puzzle time. Have a good weekend.
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